i've realized i don't use my resources as much as i could.

and i don't know if that's good or bad. by exploiting all my resources, i could become self-centered, and burn all bridges i have. on the other hand, by not, i could find myself watching my resources withering away. i've been struggling with finding this balance. i wonder sometimes, if we all do this. well, now, i'm off to clean my room...finally.