and after the show was memorable. it really was. waffle house was chill. the park was chiller. the parking lot was better than both of those. holding her in my arms feels so right. that's where i want to be. always.
today, i went to a funeral for a guy i sort of grew up with/around. and it' crazy. so many people were there. and such a somber tone. i thought alot during the service. about who'd be at my funeral, who's funerals i'd be at, who's funerals i never want to have to choose to go to. and i almost cried when i thought about the fact that i may have to go to my future wife's funeral one day. and i was terrified. i still am. even if it's fifty something years from now. i'll still be terrified of living knowing she's gone. idk. it's been a bad day.
i guess thats what i get after an amazing night though right?
either way,
i love her.
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