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well, it's getting colder, and all i want to do is be able to sleep on a couch with her.

man. i won't have that chance soon. it's depressing to think there'll be around 630 miles separating us. i'm making the absolute most of the time we have left before she leaves. i love her so much. i wish so much that money wasn't tight and i could just pay that off and finalize this. i'm worried out of my mind that she'll find someone better. she tells me she won't. i know she loves me, but i'm still terrified. and i guess that's a good thing though. at least i'm not overly confident and conceited. i think if i wasn't scared, it'd be bad. but yeah. i've been praying for her so she'll have the strength she'll need. i love her. that's all that's been pressing on my mind as of late.